Carpe Diem: What Are You Chasing?

 Carpe diem, or “seize the day,” as it’s often translated in English, is a phrase I first heard as a high school student. I thought it was an exciting motto, but also thought it felt a bit daunting: as if each day was either “seized” by doing something big and amazing, or it was lost—a failure.

It was later in life, as an adult whose walk with Jesus had matured, that I better understood what carpe diem could look like if applied to my faith. For a believer, seizing the day looks less like grand acts and more like running a steady race—being faithful in the small things and following the Spirit to bring light and love wherever we are called.

I recently saw “the believer’s definition” of carpe diem demonstrated in the five days of Ride for Missions (RFM). Each morning, forty-two cyclists—ranging from ages 13 to 80—rose, went out, and rode their bicycles an average of 75 miles. Their efforts as a group raised over $110,500 in support of Rosedale International’s (RI) missions around the globe!

But as impressive as that total is, what stood out to me was the way each rider seized on unique moments when the Spirit led. They shared the purpose of RFM with strangers, shared personal testimonies, and prayed with people they’d just met. They seized the day one mile at a time—encouraging each other through the heat and exhaustion, focusing on the truest pursuit of life, and being Jesus to the world around them.

While Rosedale Network’s finest athletes were biking across Maryland and Delaware, a slightly larger athletic event was also taking place. At breakfast and dinner, our RFM group took time to tune in to the Olympics and see how these amazing athletes were doing.

While the athleticism on display was incredible, I was blown away by the Olympians who took their moments in the spotlights to give glory to God. My favorite example of this was Sydney McLaughlin-Levrone, an American athlete who broke her own world record in the 400-meter hurdle to win the gold.

A two-time Olympian—the best at what she does—pointed her audience away from herself and toward Jesus.

In the press interview following her race, she said, “I credit all that I do to God. He’s given me a gift, He’s given me a drive…I have a platform, and I want to use it to glorify Him. Whenever I step on the track, [I pray], God, let me be the vessel through which you’re glorified whatever what the result is—how I conduct myself, how I carry myself, not just how I perform. Regardless of what happens, He’s going to get the praise through me.” A two-time Olympian—the best at what she does—pointed her audience away from herself and toward Jesus. Talk about seizing the day!

In recent months, I too have felt the Spirit prompting me to seize the day. My role at RI gives me the privilege of connecting with Rosedale Network congregations all over the nation. Years have passed since some of your churches have been visited by an RI representative, and I wanted to change that. On September 1st, my family embarks on a month-long journey across the plains and western states, with plans to visit a dozen Rosedale Network congregations along the way.

In addition to this adventure, I set a goal for myself—to run a personal 5k every day, no matter the weather. By doing so, I hope to raise $20,000 to purchase a much-needed vehicle for RI’s Short-Term Programs.

One day as I was training and preparing to depart for this fall tour, I listened to Crowder’s new song. The lyrics read, “Got me wondering what I’m chasing/…what on earth am I doing?” These lyrics really struck me, reminding me to stay focused on bringing the presence of Jesus to my work, my personal life, and this 5k. I look forward to visiting so many of you and worshipping with the body of Christ in eight different states this month. I look forward to seeing parts of the country I have never been before. And I look forward to faithfully running 5k every day. I want to seize the day in each community we visit and, following the example of my RFM crew, I want to tell those I interact with about my Jesus and how good He is.

I encourage you to think about what you are chasing. I pray you will follow the Spirit’s lead to seize the day through both big opportunities—like Sydney McLaughlin-Levrone—and small opportunities—like our RFM riders. We never know how our interactions with strangers, the love we show, or the kindness we give to others may point the way to Christ.

As I run my 5k every day, I invite you to join me! You can find daily updates on my Instagram account (@mtbaker79) or on RI’s social media channels. If you’d like to join me on my run when I am in your area, shoot me an email at mike@rosedaleinternational.org. To find my schedule or donate toward my goal, visit rosedaleinternational.org/5k/. Let’s do this together—carpe diem!

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Hope

For me, like many of us 2020 was a tough year. So many things we are used to doing didn’t happen and the things we use to mark the calendar where shut down. I found myself at the center of a hurricane as I tried to lead a church through a season like I had never experienced. I like everyone else was trying to figure it out and make my way through. Yet as the leader I was expected to know, understand, and not make mistakes. I became the piñata of everyone’s frustration and fears. Like piñata do if you hit them enough I broke.

Here I was a pastor and questioning everything. I even began to ask what is the point of church? The place that was supposed to be safe was now toxic and destroying me and my family. My hope was in Christ, but it did not rest there alone. It had become tangled into so many others things, such as activities and successes. God used 2020 to begin to untangle me. He revealed things in my life that had to go. I am thankful for 2020 for me it was a time of revival and self check. I did not like what I saw or what I was becoming. I needed to get back to the basics. It is and always will be a heart issue and mine needed to return to God. I never left but had stop surrendering 100% all the time and I was reminded of that in 2020.

So where do you put your hope? What things do you hope for that aren’t Christ like or kingdom building? 

This morning I read 2 Corinthians 1:1-11 and verses 8-10 stood out to me as I reflected on hope. 

“For we do not want you to be unaware, brothers, of the affliction we experienced in Asia. For we were so utterly burdened beyond our strength that we despaired of life itself. Indeed, we felt that we had received the sentence of death. But that was to make us rely not on ourselves but on God who raises the dead. He delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. On him we have set our hope that he will deliver us again.”

‭‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭1:8-10‬ ‭ESV‬‬

https://www.bible.com/59/2co.1.8-10.esv

We can not rely on ourselves! We must rely solely on the Lord, that is where we put our hope. He delivers us each and everyday and will deliver us again, so where do you put your hope?

What is Normal?

https://radical.net/somethingneedstochange


Right before COVID-19 started I finished the book Something Needs to Change by David Platt. Having lived 3 years oversees in a third world setting I agreed and identified with much of the book, and the struggle David wrestled with on his trek. Yet I struggled with how this applied to America. I agree with the title something needs to change, but what, what needs to change in the America church? What a loaded question, right. I mean depending on who or what generation you ask you could get tons of answers. Then Covid-19 struck and many of us where forced to slow down, stay home, and in a sense experience a sabbath rest. I hope like me many of you in that time took time to reflect and look deep into your relationship with God.

As tension grows over next steps, finances, and how to reopen I realized my very question was being answered. I kept hearing over and over we need to return to normal and get back to church. I was struck by the depth of those statements. First what is normal? Was normal good? Where we being the body? Where we truly ministering to the hurt and lost or where we stuck in traditions and routines, hence living in a fish bowl? 

The second aspect of those statements is, get back to church. When did church become a building? When was it defined by a structure? Is that not the very thing the Pharisees and Jews battled Christ on for three years? Is not church the body? Can’t we still serve the body outside of a building?

These are the many questions I have been wrestling with and praying about. Yes we need community and to be together and it is easiest done at a building or agreed upon location. Yes routines in spiritual discipline is not bad and sometime necessary. Yet in the normal are we letting the Spirit lead or a better question are we letting the Spirit lead at all? Are we willing to look at outside the “normal” box to see where God is leading and working. Are we willing to be mobile if needed or is the anchor so strong to a building and routines that we miss the very things Christ is trying to teach us?

I realize I posed more questions and have not really offered any answers. The simple reason is, that I think the answers will vary church body to church body. I don’t think there is a “one fits all” answer, which is what we want. I think God woke us up and got us out of our routines and the building. I think he reminded that he is still working and it is by his strength not ours. He also reminded us to rely on him and be dedicated to his scriptures and prayer not our comforts and routines.

I do look forward to being back with my local body being able to fist bump, hug, and see those face to face I shepherd. I don’t feel in any of this I stopped shepherding, but do miss community and life together.    

I also believe SOMETHING NEEDS TO CHANGE and I believe that is not returning to normal. I think we where missing to much in the normal. Maybe it is time to redefine normal or maybe it is time to understand in God’s work there is no normal. The way he served was fluid and changing. It was generally counter culture and anything but normal. If you don’t believe me reread the gospels and see what was normal about Christ. We are called to be disciples and live, serve, and love like him.

I know me personally I don’t want to return to normal. It is time for a change at least in my life and in the way I served. I am thankful for this time to have sabbath and see what God was showing me and I hope others took time to ask and wrestle with the same questions.

A lonely place

It has been almost 2 years since I have blogged or written anything down. Today I realized I need to return to sharing thoughts. No matter what I do or say someone will like it and someone will hate it, that is the world we live in. 

I have now been a pastor of a small country church for 3 1/2 years and it has been the loneliest job I have ever experienced. Moving to Africa and being one of the few white people around and not speaking was easier than this role God called me to. In the three previous churches I worked in I was a part of a staff, a team, a family. We met together, shared together, and made decisions together. In a small country setting it is you and when it fails it is you same as when it succeeds. No matter what you decide someone will not like it and tell you about it, yet forgot to thank you when they appreciate something. 

Yet when I study the New Testament this is not the model of church one guy doing "all" the work and making all the decisions. Now don't get me wrong we have elders and board members but it still falls on my shoulders and the people complain to me and not the others. We have become a consumer based society and church. I came in today to get filled up and you didn't meet my needs. I didn't like _________ you fill in the blank. Then people leave, stop coming, or throw tantrums until they get their way. Again this is not biblical. In fact Christ let those people walk away.

We should come to church full because we spent our week walking with God. We come together to encourage, sharpen, and share what we are learning. Of course we have bad weeks and at times we may come leaking, but the pastor job alone is not to fill us. He will assist in the fill up, but it is up to us as we spend time with our Father as well.

We are the body and we each have gifts and across the American church we need to act like a body that cares and loves each other. We need to be willing to serve others no matter who they are. We need to rely on the Spirit and obey what it tells us. We need to use our gifts and share our struggles. 

Peter tells us in 1 Peter 2:9 

9 But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for his own possession, that you may proclaim the excellencies of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.

We are the priesthood now! Each of us who claim to be Christians. Our bodies are the temple and we transform into one body/temple which is Christ. So we all have a role in this journey. None of us get to sit back and let others do the work, we are called to do the work that God prepared for us ahead of time (Eph 2:10)

By doing the things we are commanded it is no longer a lonely place to serve but one of joy and hardships. It will still be hard and have its ups and downs but sharing and doing life together takes away the loneliness and isolation. The enemy works hard to isolate us it is time to obey Gods command and fill each other as we are also filled. 

To show the world a different life and way to life. To bring hope, peace, joy, and love to those around us. To give them a glimpse of heaven here on earth and a taste of what is yet to come in Christ return. 

That is why I choose to write today. I am tried of being lonely and the bad guy. I want to share what I learn to help encourage others who may be in a lonely place as well. That we are not alone at all in fact we are in this together. 

A me culture.

I have noticed a huge trend in America since returning from Africa. It is all about me! I need me time, I need to relax for me, me me me me. We truly have become a self centred culture. Apple correctly named everything "I" you fill in the blank. It is all about how you feel, what you think, being open minded, everything to make "me" you happy.

 I totally agree we need sabbath time, but that time is not supposed to be all about us it is supposed to be time we spend reconnecting with God. Have we forgotten Rome was a me culture right before their fall. More importantly have we forgotten that without God we are nothing. It can not be all about me, what I think, what I feel, because I am by nature a sinner and selfish. Romans reminds us that left to ourselves we are dead in our sin and transgressions.

Friends we are suppose to live for Christ, live by Christ, live according to Christ. Christ sustains us! Christ refills us! Christ is our breathe! Christ should be our focus! As we live for Christ we take care of our body because it is His temple and he has works for us. As we live for Christ we sabbath, because he told us to, He reminds us he is our bread. As we live for Christ we realize He is all we need period. Just as Christ told Satan in the desert all I need is the Father he sustains me.

My wife recently read me a quote it said
" I don't need a open mind, I need a cannon mind. Every thing I believe and fill my mind and heart with comes from the 66 books of the Bible called the cannon".

 We spend so much time on ourselves. We say we have no idols in America, but our idol is ourselves. My prayer for the American church in 2017 is we wake up to what we really need. We start living for God 24/7, we spend our time worshipping him, praying, fasting, studying, have sabbath with him. Listening daily to what he has for us that day. Living as disciples and making disciples each and every day.

Let Christ be your everything. Lay down all your idols at his feet and began to live out your faith in the way God intended.

Do we really need to know?

For the last five months we have begun to settle into a new life. I'm not sure we will ever be normal again as living overseas kind of ruins whatever we think of as normal.

A former student was passing through on his way out west and stayed the night at our house. He asked a lot of great questions, one that stuck with me was this: Did God have a bigger purpose for you in Africa than just serving the village for three years? You went because you were called, but why leave? You loved your job, your community, your friends, and life was good. You served three years and now you are home and all of what you knew is history, so was it just to serve the people there or was it bigger than that?

What a great question. I have chewed on that one for awhile. God always has something bigger in everything we do and it is training for what is to come. In the moment the answer is of course we left because he called, but that first year in Africa was tough. It was not the thing you find in newsletters and updates, in fact it was tough at times to find much to report back. It was when we returned and reflected on the bigger picture that we were able to see what we came away with and how we changed as a person, couple, and family.

For me it was a time of chiseling, refining and reflecting on who I had become, the good, the bad as well as showing me where I had to go to become the leader he wanted. For so long I had relied upon my gifts and personality to succeed. That served no purpose in a culture where you cannot communicate nor understand what is going on most of the time.

In our time away we were able to work on our marriage and our communication as a couple. God worked on me to become a better leader, a better listener, to have more patience, and to better control my tongue. I am still and will always be a work in progress and I do not profess to have it all figured out. Many times in short term missions we comment how it helps the person more than the place they served. For me our three years away made just as much an impact on me as it did on the community we served. I know we made a difference; we saw it and heard it. In the weeks leading up to our leaving the village the church leaders and our friends shared with us what we had meant to the village. What a blessing that time was and a nice gift from God. We still talk to those friends and are engaged in serving with them in this time of their own personal growth.

It is still a mystery to me why God called us away from a vibrant ministry we loved, to live in Africa and now on to a new church family. One thing I have decided is not to try to figure it out and instead just rest in God's mystery. Today we spend too much time trying to figure things out, instead of just being in awe of God and how amazing he is and always will be. We do not always need to know and we forget if he wants us to know he will reveal it to us. When we sit in awe of him, rest in his majesty, and marvel how he keeps it all together, it gives us that proper perspective that He is God and we are not. We were put here to worship him and obey him, not solve or debate all of life's problems. For me it is easier to worship him when I remember my role in this story and appreciate all he does for me daily.  I must remember I am not the center, this is His Story. Some problems will never be solved, but are we stopping long enough to let it be a mystery? Worship him for who and what he is, and obey what he has called for each of us on our journeys. Perhaps, as we obey and listen to his still voice some of the problems will be solved since he already has the solutions and things worked out. Have faith like a child, let some things be a mystery and just humbly obey his word and instruction in your life.

Our plans vs. Gods plans

Here is something Karen and I wrote together after talking with our village this morning. If you get our missionary newsletter sorry you read it already but many do not get that newsletter, so enjoy the read. 

Our Plans Vs. God's Plans

Since August our life has been a roller coaster ride.  People, including us, pay money to ride roller coasters, we have stood in long lines for hours to ride, we have laughed and had so much fun riding on roller coasters.  However, this roller coaster has not been anything like that.  This has been an emotional roller coaster we are riding.  Before Christmas Michael went to play basketball on a Sunday night.  Little did we know that that would start another climb on the ride we've been on.  He came down wrong on his knee and was no longer able to walk.  He has seen an ortho doctor and has had an MRI and now we wait to see what God's plan is on this ride.  Our plan was to pack our bags, say our goodbyes, and leave for Guinea Bissau in just a few weeks. Now we wait.  We wait on God's plan.

Through this journey we have seen God in many ways. Michael went from not being able to walk at all to now walking with no crutches, he claims he could run, but I'm not sure that's a good idea.  We have also seen how this has impacted the church in Guinea Bissau.  We spoke with the pastor there and he told us how when they heard, they prayed and fasted all day and night for Michael. That is humbling.  The church we came to teach and work with has taught us more than we ever imagined.  We have had many people encourage us and let us know they are praying for us and we have felt those prayers.

We hope to have answers next week on a date when we could leave, whether that means no surgery and we leave right away, surgery and we are here longer, or surgery that can be delayed and we still get to return to GB. Either way we are on God's journey and walking with him day by day every step of the way. It has been a good reminder to listen and obey his plans and let our plans be laid aside.